Have you ever felt anxious like me, just looking at the clock?

It's been three hours since I sent the message, and the number 1 still hasn't disappeared. I've flipped my phone over and checked it dozens of times. It's already dark outside, but my heart feels stuck in the sunset. On these sentimental nights, even the smallest things can make me feel uneasy. Exhausted from waiting for a reply, I sat in front of the mirror, and it suddenly occurred to me that I wanted to write down what my skin looked like today. Honestly, I've been really careful these past few days, wanting to look a little more radiant to that person. Especially on a cloudless day like today, I diligently applied sunscreen, almost risking my life, from the morning. I'm not sure if my efforts have had any effect on my skin. Looking at my log from last week, I can definitely see signs of blemishes emerging as the sun gets stronger, so I've been even more diligent today. I'm sure everyone applies sunscreen before going out, but for those of you who, like me, find your skin drier as the day goes on, what products do you use? Doesn't reapplying frequently cause your makeup to smudge? And on anxious nights like this, is anyone else staring in the mirror, waiting for a reply like I am? My skin is clearing up, but why is my love life shrouded in such a hazy fog? What do you usually think about and do to calm your nerves at times like this? Please share some warm comfort or a little tip with me.